A change in the making

I'm still learning this blog thing. At the moment I am without a computer, sO.. To catch you up on what has been going on in my life in the past few months, I got 2 jobs, one full time and the other waitressing nights and weekends. I moved into my own place with my dog, keeping up my little apartment and busy schedule has been a crazy ride, lost some people I cared about along the way through being busy and getting on with my life, but people can't and won't stick around forever, sadly enough.

So now I have a good paying steady job and I place of my own, finally growing up and having things work out and.... .. I want to give it all up.

I don't want to be the girl who stays in the small town with everything in my "normal" little life. I want something different. I've always kinda known that, it just took me trying out the "normal" to come to conclusion it wasn't what makes me happy. So I'm giving it all up.

And yes, I know how reciculous and dumb this all sounds. Iv been in my apartment for a total of 3 months, my job for 2. And I'm already changing things again.
BUT, when God lays something on your heart you have two choices, 1: drop everything and follow him  2: ignore it and miss out on what He has for your life.
Today is sunday, exactly ONE WEEK until my little sister gets married. im so very excited for her :)
I also have my second meeting today for going back to Africa this summer.
Things are still uncertain with the whens and wheres, but i have no doubt it will all work out. God has been so clear to me with this part of my life and im thankful for that. It gives me a peace of mind that though i may not be certain of details, i am exactly where he wants me. and i love that.
 Things are changing, God is moving.. and i am looking forward to what is NEXT.  ~ change in the making~